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peteypanda.
19 July 2007 @ 08:59 pm
we think we have problems, but people here are destroyed.  


It's a sad sad world when the only way to connect to people is via speech. What happened to silent conversations and meaningful looks, whispers that are nothing more than a gesture of hand. When you can connect with someone via the telekinesis that other doubt, you know that what you have is something perfect. To move to more pressing issues than the memoirs of a lonely boy. I've seen visions that will haunt me for life, however that will truly enrichen me. I'll never look upon anyone again without wondering what they've been through. never will I judge on a single glance. never will I assume I know what they feel. I earn more money in a single second than these people will ever see in their lifetime. And I feel sickly guilty for being the consumer that I am. I only hope I can help them, for the short time I'm here.

The torment I'm seeing here is something I've never even imagined.
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peteypanda.
04 July 2007 @ 05:27 pm
i wonder if the antidote is hidden within the curse  


Chop and change, decisions never final, always something hidden. Something fake, nothing true, something stolen, faded through. You like to play pretend and it's all a fashion statement if you ask me at least. I wonder if you're serious, or merely pulling tricks in order to impress the people around you. Neverthless, I'll digress from that, because no one wants a journal full of spite. I cry sweet mother of Mary, something's happening on the upside. You're mine and I'm yours and we're all this place'll ever need. fuck Hollywood, it's gone to the dogs anyway, it's all about the drama in your head. Turn on, turn off, there's never anything good on the black box anyway. We're a show just waiting to start, hidden in the wings of a Broadway theatre. Some say tom-ah-to, some say to-may-to, I say it's all the same no matter how you pronounce it.

Happy 4th July everyone. Party hard and set off illegal fireworks.
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peteypanda.
18 June 2007 @ 08:31 pm
you know this is about you because you're my main subject matter.  


We have this intensity that nothing can match. Ups and downs, highs and lows and baby it's been barely over a week. In such a short time, I've felt such strong feelings and this is paramount to what I'm trying to say. Screaming something out that's so loud the glass in your eyes could shatter. My throat is holding back words that I simply cannot voice, because 18 days is not long enough. I'm afraid of the 'l' word, except lust is my favourite word in the language we speak. Me and you, we're a whole different ball game and I'm playing this straight off the bat. Maybe one day we'll fall in insert the appropriate cliche here . Maybe one day I'll say it. But for now baby? We're all cool.

( I hate poetry, so I live in lyrics. )
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peteypanda.
09 May 2007 @ 08:59 pm
your heart, my bullet, that nasty bloodstain that won't come out of the $1000 rug.  


I'm telling you this straight up, there is only so much shitty coffee I can drink, before it no longer serves the purpose of keeping me awake at night. Only you ever managed to to that and when it boils down to the fine points, it's not an occupation you wish to take on board anymore. Maybe the pay wasn't high enough, maybe the opportunities for a promotion were never in the running and maybe it was just that I never really wanted to love you in the first place. Jesus doesn't like a sinner and there's only so many times he can forgive. I've given up on living by the good book, because the ten commandments only tried to control. What is this anyway?

Back in business kids. Out until 4am drinking candy coloured alcohol that only comes in bottles with straws.
It's all I need.
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